We are being told everyday to be hungry for more, we stress ourselves out daily so that we get more, more money, more comfort, more facilities, more power. Time to time when you go out somewhere like river, sea, any natural or religious or any place in which you find calmness, your mind gives you hint that this is what you want, eternal or internal peace, that one thought or chain of thoughts or moments in which you are not thinking about problems in your life nor ambition nor what troubles you but you are feeling that you are travelling weightless, as if you are left in space by someone without time limit to find out how beautiful the dark is, the light is, the space is. You see a fish, a bird and you realise I am as less important as that in big scheme of things, so why worry so much for things beyond a point. Live for those moments that give you these feelings, inner peace. Crave for that more. I am calm from outside but not inside, there is always so much going on inside, I am trying to be calm from inside, unfazed by jealousy, material gains or losses, not affected by differences and see what is positive in this, I m not there yet, in fact way to go but I m trying..this is journey which might not end and "I" end before but this journey of trying will continue
